place they call it, HOME SWEET HOME!


may 9, 2009


it has been 3 weeks since i last stayed at home, slept on my own bed.
then where have i been staying?
baby's house. for 3 weeks? yes! for 3 weeks already.
i know, it's not right, not going home, staying here so often, seeing each other so often.
but, it's like, even if i go home, i am all alone, celia and i don really talk, mum and i cant communicate. all i can do is just to stare at the computer when i reach home after work.
but staying at baby's house, i gets the company.
someone to talk to, to complain to about work, about my tiredness, someone to cuddle when i am sleeping (though i don really like to be touched when i am sleeping, but once a while, YES!),
and so many more reasons why i prefer to stay here.


jing and baolin, reminded me about why hong wei and i feelings faded away, cause we used to see each other eveyday, and the same thing will happen to me and baby if i were to contiune to live here.
i know, i know.
but, i really don enjoy staying home.


well, nx week will be the forth week, that's making up to a month.
baby will say, i want you to stay here forever, just go pack everything in your closet.
some while i wonder, am i doing the right thing?
is that the correct choice i have made?
why am i doing this?
just gonna take a step and see slowly, i guess....