Friday, March 6, 2009
Living in a REALISTIC life....
Now that i am out at work in the "REAL" world, i see people with all kinds of characters.People who smile for the sake of smiling,People who only talk to you when they need your help,People who backstab,People who gossip with other People they call their "friend",more... more... more to discover.
I just like a baby in the "outside" world.So much to learn, so much to handle, so much to explore.Like what chekchek told me before,why would i rather suffer outside then working with him,pay aint as much of cos,but at least i am free at work,work from 9am to 1pm. and the rest of the time in the day i am free..and now that i am working outside,working hours from 8.30am to 6pm,plus all the politics to handle.
Bitch and baby told me that i would need to give them more timeto know me.but.... i can really feel that they don really like me.big companies are like that.people wear mask to work everyday,you will never know when you will get backstab.everything you say and do, have to be written or via email(black and white)people help one and other more.i got bullied by one of the treasury manager on the 2nd week my shi fu and supervisor and manager was not around.and i was sooooo new.the treasury manager actually tot that i know how to do it and he put in on task,in the end, i did the wrong thing and was scolded like hell.when my shi fu and supervisor learned about it,they did help me saying that they alr told him that he should be doing that on his own and then onwards, he bu shuang me.
unlike swire day.......people are more friendly, partly cos the company is smaller.though the job load is much more...but... people are nicer... i felt happier.or many becos david was there too..i always had someone to accompany me to lunch and talk to.hmm..didnt appreciated it then till now i realized,how nice those people were.
probably baby's right,once i learn to have the bo chap attitude,i wont feel stress over it.. everything will be taking it easy.give them more time... i should be able to talk to them more.
alright.. enough updates,tata. -off to sweet talk with baby-
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