Sunday, January 4, 2009
2 Jan 2009
there went ma best listening ears!! Off to canada for his studies!Farewell, daddy david!Hoi Ting !!!
Night.Slept over at his place today.We watched Tv and slacked.Nothing much to update also!Nothing interersting happen!
he cuddled me to sleep in his cosy bed.felt like a little girl again, when he patted me to sleep.he showered me with lots of love and kisses as if there're all free!he aint selfish at all.
3 Jan 2009Rushed home in the morning, needed to wait forthe delivery man to deliver chek chek's sofa and coffee table.then after, i went back to his place.didnt go out, cos both are so broke!!he promised he will bring me out once he found a joband then that's went the time we will meet jing and beng again!so many things happen lately.donno where to start saying!Selfish me!onli though of ma own happiness and hurt others.but everyone says life is unfair! and a relationship the ain't right nor wrong!well, such words coming from me only make it sounds like an excuse!and its a terrible one!hmm.. what can i say!i am in the wrong first!even f i cry or get sad... who can i blame? No one but myself!
4 Jan 2009here i am again...still slacking at his place.talks and more talks.trying to know each other even better.one day, i will laugh like himsmile like himtalk like himact and react like him.
Dear peeps,please don't worry about me!i am doing real fine now. i can feel lots of love and care from him!No complains and regrets!to Bitch, intro to you someday and you can see that he is really treating me well!!to David, thanks for everything! (you know what i mean)to jing, one day u will understand why i will make such a path.to everyone else, thanks for giving me the support!i am greatful to have all!!!love you peeps!!!
thank you!!!!!
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