Wednesday, November 26, 2008
back to my old life
26 Nov 2008,
he has moved back home.
well, the nx question everyone will ask is what happen?
Nope, we are still together. Not break up!
Then?
Reason simple,
economic crisis went down. therefore, he lost his job.
his company's business was affecting, causing lots of ppl in his dept
to lost their job.
that's why he moved back home.
and now, back to where we started.
seeing each other only on weekends.
actually i should say its a good thing.
Not seeing each other everyday,
giving us more chance to cherish our time more
when we meet.
now both of us are jobless. he said he will try to find a temp job 1st.
until new yr then look for a real job.
Tot he will be upset when he tell mi the bad news.
but he kept saying that he is okay.
4 more days to my exams,
study for 5 hours in the library today.
to many, 5 hours of study when exams are just days away is little.
but to me, miss slacker, 5hours has break my record already!!
alright, time for me to go to bed and continue another 5hours of
studies tommorrow.
SONIA CHEW,
FOR THE LAST 96 HOURS,
HOI TING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mindfreak stops singing at 10:04 PM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
No Title
5 more working days to ma exams!
i am still sitting there, staring at ma revision papers.
stuck at all the unfamiliar questions!!!
4 papers to take!
40% pass rate for this ard.
just 40%, i don wish for high score,
just pass, i am more than happy!
"you can just to tell yourself that you can do it,
and you will be able to make it thru!"
a sentance where everyone will say to me.
that will only work out when i myslef ut in 100% of hardwork.
and i am NOT doing it right now.
felt like a useless shit.
not working, not earning any $$
not studying much, 24hrs at home,
spent onli less than 2 hours studying, 1 hour running,
and the rest of the 21 hours, slacking= play computer, watch hong kong drama,
sleep!!
happy that finally ma exams are coming,
going shopping at KL once exams are over!
but at the same time scare, cos i really dont wish to be handin up blank
answer scripts!!!
i pray and pray and pray. ALL i need is 40% passing scores!!
Mindfreak stops singing at 12:01 PM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
再见了，黎礎寧！！RIP
星光3: third place.
Mindfreak stops singing at 1:57 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
For all who loves me
just wanna say THANK YOU to whoever who are concern.
while sometime i wonder if either i have got too high expectations
in relationships or..
Ma past relationships ain't very successful (as some of you might know)
And one of the main reason is ma bad temper
and sticky-ness that they can't take it.
While i don't blame them cause i'm the problem in the first place.
so far, he's not seen my blog.
i have never want him to read it though he kept asking.
he wil probably be so mad and upset if he ever reads it.
cos most of the posts are all complaints abt him.
Well, sometimes its really hard to speak out all your sorrrows
to your friends. Thats why i am just typing it thru this blog.
Its actually just for me to spit out all my unhappiness and disatifations.
to my dearest bitchy soulmate
i really thank you for all the advices you gave me.
i know taht you are just caring and you don't wish to see me get hurt.
But i am sure, you know it's hard to just let go.
I guess i really need him in life.
He's part of ma life, i tells him EVERYTHING.
Can't imagine how my life will turn into without him.
I donno if this is just because i am use to him or is this love.
But all i know is, i need to treasure and cherish him.
Partly cos after reading Charlene's blog,
the more i feel that i will probably be as good as dead if he's no longer
living in the world.
And, i can feel his sister, i know it sounds sick! but ya,
it's like i had been thru thick and thins with him, which
i didnt do it with ma past relationships,
i am very sure, he means so much more than just a boyfriend.
He's like ma family, ma friend, ma punch bag.
so bicth, guess i really need at least one soulmate to be supporting
me, telling me that what ever decision i made is the right one.
Please don't dislike him or blame him for not able to give me
a happy life.
Mindfreak stops singing at 12:03 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008
一封简单的信
亲爱的大姐，
2008年11月08日，我坐在一个安静的角落头，听着《ANGEL》这首歌，
一的人，想跟上
帝祷告。突然就想到你。您现在是上帝身边的天使吗？
那如果我向祂诉苦你也听得见吗？
那如果要祷告我应该说什么呢？
还是您会如何领导我的？
祷告又是什么呢？
会让我感到比较平静吗？
大姐，教教我应该怎么做？
你看得到我们的未来吗？
我们又未来吗？
如果我们有未来，那会是怎样的呢？
会是幸福的吗？
会甜甜蜜蜜到老吗？
还是我们会分开？
如果没有未来，那我又应该怎么做？
现在就分开吗？
我有好多话想说但又会有谁会真正的听呢？
现在的我觉得自己好像白吃，。。。。
如果向祂祷告，我会说：
《亲爱的上帝，
请求你领到我，教导我，应该往哪里走。
也领到他，帮着他，让他能找到队的方向，
在这人生的道路上可以顺顺利利的把所有的事做好。
保护好他。
也帮着我，让我可以相信他，依赖他，让他来守护我吧！
AMEN。》
如果大姐您也听到我的祷告，不要笑我。
谢谢！
下笔，
玮琳
Mindfreak stops singing at 2:54 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
there's nothing much to say
not in a mood of saying anything today.
feeling so borded on a saturday.
finally, 3months' getting over soon in 5 days!
sometimes things are just so strange,
when everything seems to come an end,
i just started to be closer to them.
when for steamboat with
mandy, celeste, julia, yuyu, germaine, shu ying, germaine, allyna and her first tiplet, cui ting
funny though, it's the first time we met, but the way we talk as though we know each other for quite a while.
haha
i made a new friend.
one more singing buddy,
no.. in fact 3 more.. germaine and allyna are k freaks too!!!
weeehuuuuuuuuuu!!!!
anw, jus don feel like saying anything.
just tot that i haven been blogging lately,
don wan my blog to be fill with dust!
Mindfreak stops singing at 2:03 PM