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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

What 's the matter?

I think i need to see a doctor. I'm having a weird kind of stress. and its making me crazy lately. I'm scare i can't do well in my studies. and my work as well, Time files super fast on weekends. I'm so scare to go to work everyday. i donno what's wrong with me. I know if i tell anuyone this, they will probably laugh at me. "why stress? like that only stress. so lousy!!"

who can i tell this to? who's willing to listen to my nonsense.

Dada will say, " Don't think so much la!"

Friends will say," You can make it de, have faith in yourself!"

Family will say, " aiya! it's like that one. Everyone's going through the same things. Just need time to get use to it."

Positive comments give me stress cos i'm afraid to let them down. However, negative comments kills me too. i know i'm very ma fan.

until now, i still don't really know what i want. I HAVE to study cos it SUPPOSE to give me a better future. As i grow older, i have doubts in wonder i can cope it or not.

DAMNIT!!!! What the matter with me?? can anyone pls tell me?

Mindfreak stops singing at 8:45 PM

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i LOVE pink,
i LOVE flowers,
i ADORES babies,
i ENJOYS singing in bathroom
just like all the other girls,
except that...
i am a pleasent one. =)
Rememeber me, i'm Sonia Chew!
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can i have this dance high school musical 3 - Google Video4537.WMA -