Thursday, August 28, 2008
Fav song of the week:
你走天桥 我走地下道
作词：简志霖/林宥佐作曲：林宥佐
阳光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖
把我心燃烧 也得不到拥抱
所有争吵让一切的美好停在我的手表
漫漫的消耗 消失在每分每秒
把你握紧却捏碎了
真心无法作比较
就算我爱得很霸道
看你走了天桥 我走了地下道
你和我的爱情就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛
我转进单行道 一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾经说过要一起到老
（忘了曾说过要一起到老）
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在这条曾经说过要一起走的 幸福大道
Mindfreak stops singing at 9:00 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
I'M UNDER ITS CONTROL
"Everytime i see ur face, my body shiver in fear.
i know that i will never be able to overcome it.
you make me feel depress, you spoil my bloody mood.
what am i suppose to do now?
why are you so hard to understand?
this time round, i lose to you again,
will i ever win you?
i have to win you this next round
cos i dont have so much money to fight with you.
paper 5.... theory paper!
hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
SHIT MAN!!! FAIL!! WHA LAU!! Although i already know what kind of marks i will get when i stepped into the exam hall, still i was so damn sad when i saw the result slip like 10 mins ago. it's always theory papers that i will fail terribly.... and now i can feel the pain even more cos i'm the one paying for the paper. ma god... another 41 pounds to pay!! that's a lot of money for a poor little gal like mi.. sian lo. totally got no mood now!
Mindfreak stops singing at 10:13 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
CHERISH YOUR LOVE ONES BEFORE THEY LEAVE
YOU!!!!!
Mindfreak stops singing at 11:24 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
PROMISE : verbal commitment by one person to another agreeing to do (or not to do) something in the future
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
MA GOD!! IT'S SAT!!!
today, it's sat. i'm now at dada'a house. i've gt nothing to do. just sittin in front of his lag com...
watching for my 超级星光大道第三季 finals to load. damn lag can. like have to wait for it to load completely then i can watch. and his keyboard sucks too man. so hard. can't type properly. wha lau! damn fed up liao. lol... will be going "hai fun chun" at jb later to eat seafood cos it's dada's brother's birthday. went there once with vicky and dada... food there quite nice. but the journey there quite long cos it's in the village(kangpong) area. so have to drive thru the roads that are not actually real roads.. just a path where there are lots of bumps and mud.
I'm in lots of stress!! at work and in class. haiz, pass two days, i;m been rushing my work like crazy. so many things i'm still blur. and i have to complete it by the end of the day. somemore i made quite a big mistake on thursday. didnt know how to call the bank to buy xchange rate. wha, after all it's my first job in the office right. how will i know man. lucky wwee meng(manager) didnt scold me only tell me to becareful next time. so tiring. then after that still need to go to school. wha au, so sleeply but cos i pay so much to study, i cant waste it. so i need to ren. went for class(tax) ytd night. ALONE! that david lee left me alone to meet his friends for dinner. so tiring but in the end, i stay till the end!!!! so proud of myself! lolx. nonsense. (wha lau! the keyboard really sucks! type until hand pain liao!) anw, ya....
wanted to put pic de. but then i realise there's not cable for my phone here. so no choice, another boring post with all words. ike an essay!
alrights, looking forward to see the bitches tml. steamboat at bugis!
ENJOY AND CHERISH THE WEEKENDS!
Mindfreak stops singing at 4:38 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
VERY HIGH AND DRUNK!!
AUG 08, This is the night when i was so drunk. In my 21 life, never had i drink till drop. will never forget that experience man. How should i describe the horrible feeling? i can't stand or sit still. My vision is so blur. Feel like vomiting. We drank each a jug of voka lime, den hao yang treat me one shot. later, we had another 3 straight shots and then my first NIGHTMARE begun. We didn't even really dance. Can't even stand straight how to dance. I bet i did some ugly moves where david and everyone else saw. Luckily dada went too. he was the one who really take care of me, through out my whole horrible feeling, i keep hearing him say this, "dont worry, dada is here. just lean over. i will take care of you!" (in chinese) Jing was drunk too. but she kept saying that she was not drunk. LOLZ... she looked so funny and she said funny things too. oopss! don't laugh at her, think i did act and say funny things too. i actually know what i was doing, it's just then, my body is controlling me..
AUG 09, this is my second NIGHTMARE!!! When i woke up at 9am, my head was spinning ard. soooooo dizzy and pain. there's when the puking started. after the puke no.1, i felt better. and one hour later, puke no.2 start. and continue puke no.3 and 4 and 5..... REALLY TERRIBLE!!! don't feel like eating or drinking water, stomach so yucky.. i slept until 5pm!!!! ma god. then i had my FIRST meal of the day. FISH MEAT SOUP NOODLE. only the soup is nice. the fish is nice too but the more i eat the more i feel like puking. and the funny thing is, dad saw me puking and he called baolin and ask if i'm pregnant cos he kept seeing me puke. Baolin was so shocked and called me quickly to checked. I told her i was drank too much the night before that's why i vomit and she laugh. lol... my dad was so dumb!! vomit means pregnant meh??!!! then at night, i was much better. stay home to watch NDP parade. After so many years, this was the one time i really sat down and watch the parade. For the past years, i will never be at home on national day. But this year, it's cos i cant go out, too tired to go out. that's why i have no choice but to watch. lolz.. but in the end, i still went out. went for a movie with benno and hao yang and dada!! "journey to the center of the earth." quite nice... and funny.. and exciting. By the end of the day, stomach still weak. still feeling disgusting. kept wanting to burp but i just cant burp...
Finally, too tired, fall aslp.
AUG 10, today, feeling alot better. still a little dizzy, donno if it's still due to the "drunkness"
or am i just so WEAK!! stay at home on a sunday.... boring.. dada dont wanna go out.. just going moive later at 6pm. "MOney not enough 2" hope it will be funny. dont wanna waste money.. now ticket's getting more and more x loh... haiz... bank left only 90 bucks. how to survive until end of the month. have to save up liao.
alright, write so much, tired liao. gonna have a nap. weekend pass so quickly. a few more hours, it will soon be money and my stress will begin again..
GOODBYE WEEKENDS, HELLO MONDAY!!
Mindfreak stops singing at 4:02 PM
Friday, August 8, 2008
IT"S FRIDAY!!! CLUBBING!!!!
WEEHOO!!! Friday!! I'm super happy. Skip tax lesson again. Going double o later. i hope it will be happening later. so many people going. (jing, lian, david, hao yang & frens, 2 bens, dada, von & frens, sara) too bad lynnest cant go. need to accompany mother. hmm....
The pass 4 days were torturing man!! REALLY feel like giving up!! Eveyday is work school work school.. for the pass few lessons i really cannot take it, sleep in class.. At work need to absord as much things as possible. then in class also need to memorise formats and notes... THanks to all my friends who ask me to jia you!! really appreciate that couragement!! It's like i'm starting to feel like an alien. Donno what's happening outside the world, donno what's the latest tv programmes, can't eat home food. every night our dinner is fast food fast food bread and more fast food and bread!! Only ytd we get to eat mix vege rice. like so poor thing hor. but no choice, no matter wat i cannot give up. cannot let anyone look down on me, if most of the people at my workplace are 21 and they can do well, i can do well too!! it's just a matter of time.
Today is day 2 on my own. Starting to get the hang of it liao. but poor Vivian(superior) , david and i keep asking her questions. Hope that my mentor (Jean) can pass her operation on monday. She needs to do a bone marrow transplant. Just like dada's da jie. But jean's lucky cos she's able to find a suitable one. Looking at her, so weak on her face but her character is so bubbly and positive. Knowing that she will loose all her hair during the treatment, she still can go ard joking that she need to go get a scaf soon... if not she go out not pretty liao. so strong rite?? hmm, i think if it's me, i will be so negative about everything!! Hope that she can go throught it well..
alright. gotta start to get ready for club!!
Mindfreak stops singing at 7:54 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Friday plus Saturday plus Sunday
Haven't been blogging for 2 days. hmm.. i went back home with dada on fri nite. Skip half of the tax class on fri. The tax teacher was damn boring lo. Her voice makes david wanna sleep. It's so funny cos once david hear her voice, he would just doze off. As in really sleep. You can imagine how boring is the lesson. lolz.. once she say " ok.. i'll give you 20 mins break." we were like "yeah!! go home!!" .. hope that we won't fail this paper.
MA GOD!!!! Tml will be the day!! Chek chek was so exaggerating when he tell me that the office world is so much different than in his center. As usual, everything he says always sounds so right to him.. "i'm sure you won't be able to take the stress of work load and the polities in the company. then you will give up." Because of this sentence from him, the more i will prove him wrong man! hmm..
Spent the day with David and Dada today. At first david and i went to his mother's chicken rice stall to have lunch. (but the main reason there was cos david want to take money from his mother) Anyway, then we went to meet Dad at orchard. First time in my 21 life, i stepped into LOUIS VUITTON shop at taka. I have never dare to go in because from the outside it looks like only RICH people can go in and the staffs working there will look down on those who don't dress nicely or branded. Until one day, one day Dada said to me," Those who work at branded shops are not rich also what. So who are they to look down on you?" it's true la. but you know when they give you the face you see liao also will bu shuang de ma. Anyway, it really didn't feel as "high class" as it seems from outside. Everyone who go in don really dress branded-ly.. some even just wear t-shirt and bems.
We shopped at orchard almost the whole day trying to buy clothes for work. We went Heeren for a while, couldn find anything. David took like 1hour at john little and he got 2 shirts and 1 pants. Then we went Centerpoint. The clothes there are so expensive. Even if there are any nice once, i can't afford it yet. Then david got another pink shirt. And i still got NOTHING yet!! Sianz.... From centerpiont, we walked backwards to F....A....R....E....A....S....T.......... Wow! Very far loh. The guys started complaining and finally we reached there. Got a Shirt and skirt from RED 2. RED 2!!!!! jurong point also got loh.. Shopped till 6.30pm.... and finally i got 1 shirt 1 skirt 1 dress. Phew.. what a tiring day. spent like more than $170. that's a lot.
After that, went dinner at ferrar road, Westlake restuarant, gong gong they all. The food was not too bad. Only the mango pudding for dessert, yuck!, not up to standard.
Alright, it's almost 11pm. Gotta go to bed, so excited to go to work tml. will post up my office wear when i have nothing to do.
*Lights off*
Mindfreak stops singing at 10:11 PM